About a year ago I said I would write more on this site and actually use it. Here we are over a year later and I'm finally writing. I'm not sure how this will turn out? Maybe it will be more of a rant? Here goes.
I feel depleted and close to defeated, but I believe in never giving up. 2017 was a crazy year, unimaginable really. I have had a lot of real life scenarios beat the shit out of me. I've come to a lot of realizations and have had a lot of self reflection. I've really not been happy unless I'm behind the camera or playing with my son. I have become depressed and consumed by it, all the while not realizing that I have neglected others. Someone told me that I'm so afraid of failing that I don't even try. Maybe they're right? Or maybe I just don't know what to do, or how to begin? I have made things more difficult than they need to be. It hasn't been healthy. I can feel it on the inside. From now on I will try to just enjoy what I am doing. With all that being said, I am starting.
Today I knocked out a few edits. Revised some older shots and just used images that I already had. It's a positive start and feels good to just do something a little more light hearted. Lots of new work coming. Including a good website tune up.